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Ohhhh

And it will be a month or two after then

I will not have any money until I have a job

If that tells you anything about how much good it does people to join churches

Brother, plz do before Easter

Not the Christians or the churches

And remember it is me who is sending you food

I hope to

Yeah if I get to where I can

Plz

Ppz

And i really wish that u wll do something for children

I do good for lots of people

Well u are gud to us

Its ok

Why should I

Ah i wish you wll give ur heart to jesus

But I’m glad it helps you to have such beliefs

I do not believe in deities

Plzzzz come to him

God loves u

U are so gud

I know ur thinking is changed ... but plz dont say this

Brother he do

He doesn’t give you much food

He is our protector

But we trust God

I didnt said hide, i said we have to face alot of problems .....

So you do or do not have to hide for your religion

Yeah

Brother here we have to face so many problems

Yeah you told me that

What

That you have to hide

You told
Me that before

No no ... its not like that

Did you not say that people with your religion are persecuted in your country?

Its not a local place from where i buy

No no

But tell me this, if you buy those bibles where do you buy them from? Are not people in danger for selling them ?

That you have to hide because of your religion is terrible

All children should have food and a school books and people should be free

To me the whole world should be rich

I am just praying that ppl wll feel the need of children

And all that is wrong with your country

Very sad it is

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And your hardship too

It is terrible to me the hardship your children suffer

U are great

Amen

And I look at life with very high standards as to how people should live

I like to see people happy and see good things happen to them

Thanks for caring

My heart breaks for you

Yesss

Very sad

😭😭😭😭

No one did

How many sent money

Many mny ppl

How many people did you ask?

Ohhh

I think I will have a job soon. If I do then after a few months I can send you something. I will try

How many people did you ask?

Yes i understand you wll not celebrate, but i really appreciate that how wonderful u are, i mean you care for needy children that is wonderful nd trust me God loves you so much..... and yes i am waiting for ur blessing for children

I will let you know when I do

But I hope to have something soon to give your needy children

I’m not going to celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ

Hello friends, as u all know that we are going to celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ, and for this, i really need ur love nd support for my ministry where i have 40 children nd i want to arrange a program for children..... so that they all can have a gud food, as it is written "Give nd it shall given to u too" so kindly show ur love for needy children..... bcz u dont know how hard the life here is, they need ur help , ur help can give them a one time food ...... hope to hear a gud news from u soon ... in Christ, Sapna.

Same here

Thank u

Amen

I value you as a friend

I’m glad :)

Ok

No no its not like that

Hi

Is there a reason you aren’t speaking to me

How have you been

Plz always pray for our whole family

Yes she is doing fine

Hi

I hope she is doing much better

And your sister

Hey Sapna how are you doing

That is wonderful

Thanks to God

I am fine

How about you? How are you doing

Keep her in ur prayers

She is better

How are you sister

I will take you a picture of what I do. It is very complicated and can be frustrating.

Programming is like a written language. The same way you learned to type English, I learned to type several computer languages. It can be thought of as how you talk to computers. How you tell them what you want them to do.

The frustration is that any small error and your programming will not work. And it takes a long time to figure out what your error is because there are thousands of possibilities for what has went wrong.

Imagine having to write 50,000 sentences in English and not being allowed to misspell one word, make one punctuation error, or make one grammar error.

No i dont know

When I work on my websites and get stuck it gets really miserable. I call that programming hell.

Do you know what programming is? Computer programming ?

What u mean brother

I was in programming hell

Huh

I nearly died and entered hell last night

I meet the definition of diabetes as it is in medical textbooks.

The rule is if your A1C ever hits 2.0 you are diabetic. Mine hit 2.0 exactly. Had it been 1.9 I wouldn’t be diabetic

By the book means ?

I am diabetic, by the book

She is diabetic 😭

Do they know what is wrong

So sorry

She was admitted in hospital last night

I really hate to hear that

I am sorry

My sister is not well

So sad i am

What’s going on up there

Hi

Whatever it is up there where you are

Or afternoon

Good morning Sapna!

I wll talk tomo bcz i missed u brother

But i am about to go in few mint

I am fine

Hi brother

How are you sapna

But nice talking to you today

Sister I am going to bed

I love to hear you say that

Yes amen

I am blessed

And motivates you to do wonderful things

Yes

It does you such good

Yes and I am glad for you

There is no amount of wealth that will take away suffering

I am a believer of christ

“All life is suffering”

But I believe in the first noble truth of Buddhism

Yes

Nor am I

You are not a Buddhist

They are typical targets

But it destroys these women

Ohh

That’s how they justify it in their minds I think

Yese right

How can this person complain about anything

Ohhh big amount

$300,000 that they can give away

And I can imagine them having an attitude of “how can anyone who lives in a big house and has $300,00

Ohhhh

Nigerians are extremely poor

I can see how this wouldn’t cause them to feel a drop of guilt

But I can imagine these people in Nigeria

And they don’t realize that the whole time they have not been talking to a young handsome surfer, but some guy in Nigeria that has fake photos all over the place and is talking to 10 other women at the exact same time he’s talking to them

Ohh

And so these women will end up sending these people $200,000 or $300,000, every penny they’ve saved up for retirement and whatever else they have saved up

And they do this stuff for as long as the woman will play along. They never stop

They need $100,000 to unlock their personal bank account so that they can pay the woman back

They need $3,000 for a plane ticket to come and see her

They get in a car accident and need the woman to send $20,000 to the hospital

Ohhh yessss i understand

And then they have crisis after crisis

But that one day they will pay them back

They will tell them some nonsense about not being able to access their own money due to the government

And then it is one request for money after another

So they pretend to be in love with her, and get her on the line

Tell her some nonsense about being overseas as part of the military

So they will start talking to some lonely middle aged woman, telling her that they are this young, handsome, and wealthy man

Depending on who they are scamming

They post pictures on social media claiming to be some young athletic surfer or some gorgeous woman

But honestly i feel blessed that God give me this thing that i quickly know that they are scammers

They are in places like Nigeria and Ghana. Just one person may have dozens of Americans they are working on at once

I also have ppl who try to scam me

Have you heard of these people
That scam us?

Brother i know very much like this happens in this world

But I have good instincts and could tell by your behavior very quickly that you are who you say you are

Just to belittle them and run them away. It was like “you try to scam me and I’ll waste your time and get my kicks while I’m at it, in return”

But anytime someone from some far off country messaged or friended one of them, we got to the point that we would just say nonsense to them

Yessss gud

Never came close to succeeding

I understand u

My friends have had several
Of these people make attempts at them

I understand

And that is why I was skeptical of you when I first had you on my Facebook

Why thank you

And i accept u as my brother

So you are enlightened in that way and very moral

U are great human being

That’s what I think

Yessss brother

They don’t see us as having a reason to suffer when they look at their own circumstances

And I believe that their attitude is that there is no reason to feel sorry for any American because people here have it so good.

They will steal hundreds of thousands of dollars through deceit and fraud

There are a lot of people in various parts of the world that deceive and con people in America for money

Yes that is wonderful

So when you have sympathy for me it shows something about you

But i am rich in christ

Yes

Yes we should be stay strong

I am blessed more than you in terms of material wealth, and it is 99% luck

People make mistakes and it wreaks havoc on our lives

But it happens. We go through trials

I almost got evicted this month

You’ve got such strength

You would trade your circumstances for mine in a second

And thank you for your sympathy

Or sell a bunch of my stuff

Yes I have to either make something fast

Life is hard

My phone bill of $251

I am so sorry to hear

😭😭😭😭

My medicine for $30

My insurance of $144

My car payment of $300

My rent of $910 is coming due

I have about $50 and that’s it

I am about to tank if something doesn’t happen

What happen

Ohhh

I just woke up and wasn’t thinking clearly

Oh yeah sorry

Terrible

Here it is eveni g

How are u???

Good morning

Hi

Yes right

He can catch a new one every single day

But you give him a fishing pole and he will not have to ask you for a fish ever again

Right

It is like this- if you only give a man a fish, he can only eat for one day

To develop skills to earn their way out of poverty

They need to have books to learn and study

But to only have food is not enough

When they don’t have food then obviously food is what they need

That’s the first goal

But we need to get your children above merely existing

But if I live I will get back ahead

As soon as I can give you money again I will let you know. It will be a fairly long time most likely. I am struggling very hard right now

Amen thanks alot

I very much admire you and the work you do for your ministry

And their lives reflect that

And their belief is that the people god blesses the most are the people who work the hardest

Yes

That believe much the same as you do

Yes

We have people here that are very religious too

In just a few steps poverty would be gone for good

Then 250,000

Then 64,000

Then 8000

Then those 128 help 8 each and we’re up to almost 1000 already

Then those 16 help 8. That’s 128

That’s 16

2 children help 8 each

Then it grows much faster.

Or 8

If they can help 4 each

An that assumes that each child only helps two people

It just grows and grows

2028

Then 1024

256 becomes 512

128 becomes 256

64 becomes 128

32 becomes 64

16 help 2 each and that’s 32

8 help 2 each and that’s 16

Those 4 children then help 2 children each. So how we have 8 children

Those 2 children then help 2 other children each. So now those 2 children are helping a total of 4 children

Think about it this way. You have 2 of your needy children that learn how to make their own living.

More and more people helping others and more and more people having the ability to help others.

the poverty in your country cannot survive such an attack for long

And then the people they help will eventually get built up and those people can help others. Over time you start an avalanche

They can learn to make money and build up their life, and then be in a position to help others

U are an amazing person also

But my point is that you need to find a way for your children and you to self sustain. That should be the long term goal

I do not judge you for a second of any day. You are a good person

U are my brother and i love talking with u 😊

But its ok ...lets change the topic

You don’t have to explain

Because no one has anything. They just ask others

Brother i dont know how to explain to u

There would be no one with anything to give

You see the problem?

You ask for money to help your needy children. There is absolutely nothing wrong with this.

But think for a minute. How would the world be if everyone went about life this way? What if every single person just asked other people to help them with food and clothing? How would that work?

What

Think about this

But tell me this

Yes

But you are right. I am lucky beyond what words can describe

There are people far more blessed than me

Now we’re getting somewhere

U are so blessed that u were choosen to help the needy

Ok good

And that’s how it is here. That is ok

See brother, God cant just put a food on ny lap ......i mean he helps through his ppl like u

So you do rely on something else

But yet you ask outside of that to people who have limited means

So it would seem a simple matter if you only trust him

If your beliefs are correct, he could make food magically appear in every house where these children live

There are no boundaries to what he can do

god has unlimited everything

Do you see my point

Why do you ask me for money to feed your children if you only trust god?

I am nothing without him

Sapna you trust more than god

Everyhting

God is my every

It is not sufficient and and that is self evident

I wll only trust God till the end of my life

But by itself it will not

It may be that prayer does something

People have been praying for a long time and you still suffer

And it will take more than prayer Sapna

I have known about this for a very long time, but you are the first I have directly spoken to

But to me as seeing such wealth as we have here on a daily basis, it is hard to hear of such things as masses of children going without food and not having school books. And then having to suffer because of the actions of their government

Such poverty as people have over there is brutal. It is normal. The majority of all of humanity have been extremely poor for all of history

Pray for us

I want to see your people come out of it

Yes i just trust my Lord

It is just after meeting you and reading a little about your country I want your country to do better. I see things they could do differently.

I hate poverty and suffering

You seem to be focused mainly on religion and to not understand other issues. And that is ok.

That confuses you when I say that?

Ok sure

Lets talk something else plz

I think people should get to choose their own religion or choose not to have a religion. And Islam is a violent religion as it is taught by some

Brother i dont know all this

Idk enough about it to say if it was correct or not. You have some extremist in your country and I do not agree with countries having an official religion as you do

That is bad news for you. It will hurt your economy

Did you know that the U.S. recently designated Pakistan as a terrorist supporting nation

I just got back from breakfast

How are you

Good to hear from you

Missed u

Hi brother

God wll never let u down

Yesss

Yeah we’ll see what happens

Gud

Amen yesss

Yeah I will pay all my creditors all I can

Amen yes

Will be good money so I hope to get it

I wll be praying for u

$42 an hour

Oh no dont feel sad

They have 3 to 7 slots available and if they like me and my experience I will get a 12 to 24 month contract t work for them

It is this coming Monday the 14th

Myself

I just didn’t kill musket

Then what happen ??

Oh nothing happened

Oh wow

Ohhh what happen

Got an interview with Bank of America Monday

Still alive

I’m ok

How are u doing my brother??

Oh no no

Yes bcz when u msg me, I am not able, nd when I msg u , u are not able

I thought someone might have taken over your account

Oh hahah

You just repeatedly say hi

Why u feel like this brother

Oh what happen

Ok you’re acting weird

Hi

How are you

Hey

Hi

Hu

I wonder what satan would give me for my soul

We pray for u so much

Doing ok

How are u ??

I am fine

How are you

Hello Sapna

It is the day before your lord and saviors birthday

Merry Christmas!

The city I live in now has a lot of opportunity to make lots of money

The mountains where my mom lives and where I used to live have very little economic opportunity for someone like me

So people leave home and go long distances

Right

Yesss right

And lots of people just like to change places

Life is expensive and you have to go where the opportunity is

Yes

Yes it is ok. It is common here in America

😭😭😭

She lives 115 miles away

I rarely see my poor mother

I am glad you are blessed

I am blessed

You get to see them a lot

That is good

Yes yes

You live at the same house as your parents?

Nd children

I always spend time with family

Yessss

?

What are your plans? Spend time with family.

Merry Christmas

It’s a few days early but I’m saying it anyways

Merry Christmas

You too

See u

Have a blessed day

God bless u so much

Ok get some rest

I’m just talking

Its very late here

Ok I am going to sleep now

But doing so is pretty easy

I understand but plz dont get depressed just keep trusting God

You have to prove that you are “disabled”

I have a mind disorder called bipolar disorder that I have to take medicines for

It is a mind disorder. There are several mind disorders and I’m sure you see people in your country with them.

If you have one here you can elect not to work and the government will give you money every month.

Do you know what the illness called depression is?

Yesss

There is constant debate over people who get free stuff from the government

The government gives people money left and right here

I understand

We have almost no kids that go hungry like so many of yours do. The ones that do are children of drug addicts and sociopaths. We have children that get mistreated extremely cruelly and badly. But for any parent that tries to be a good parent it is very hard for their kids to go hungry

Or at least something much closer

I would like to see all places have wealth like we have

Right

The people who live here have no clue for the most part

The United States is such a lucky country

Yes right

Wealth is what requires explaining

Poverty requires no explanation

Yesss

It is the natural state of things to be poor

Yesss 😭

Yes I bet it is.

Everyone hardly manages. That is most people everywhere. Everyone I know here almost says they just barely get by. But your country is much poorer

Yes more than that but very hard to manage

Yes I understand

More than your mom makes for stitching clothes though right?

We hardly manage

Not

Mot at all

Not much money

Oh no no

Does he work by himself? Pakistan Petroleum Limited owns that

Gas is something that is in high demand and very much money is made from it

That would pay a lot of money I would think

Yess I think so

It is a gas field?

No company

No no

A pipeline company

I see

What is that?

My father do work of sui gas

Thank you. I love you too.

What does your father do

Your mother stitches clothes

We love u brother...we really do

That is very kind for you to think of me

Amen

I appreciate that

I pray for u so much

Thanks brother

I promise you that if I was in any place to give you money I would. And I know you are in a desperate situation but there is no use asking me. If I had something to give I would be reaching out to you

I owe $76 for my cell phone

I have less than $100. If I don’t pay my rent I risk getting kicked out of where I live. My car needs oil. That costs $65. I have to buy medicine for $49

Ohhh

I have not close to that

Lord plz help my brother

Rent is $910 in 2 weeks

Ohhhh

I owe $5,000 or more in past due debt payments

😭😭😭😭

No

U dont have anything??

I have no money. I am on the knifes edge of collapse

That is good

I don’t have a little bit

Yes yes some did

Brother ur little bit help can give them food

Has anyone donated any money since last I gave you?

I am sorry

Yes I know

Brother children need food 😭😭😭😭

What is wrong for you?

I’m sort of ok I meant to say

I’m not sort of ok.

I am not gud

How are u ?

Good to hear from you

Hey how are you

Hi

I would never really do that

I was just joking about that one by the way

I’m going to wait for my neighbors to leave some of their belongings unattended and put them for sale online

He wll open the door for u

Plz once knock at this door

I ask u to plzzzz once pray and I believe God wll changed ur life for forever

Yeah I know you believe that

Ask and it shall given to u ....

He loves u

Plz asked him

God is the solution of every problem

Oh no death is not a solution

I don’t want to do that for the sake of my poor mother

No never plz never

But if my life collapses I may not be able to take it. I may poison myself

Yesss

Yes I am not sick or hungry

Plz never do this

Ohh no

It’s a struggle. I might die soon

But right now, other than the fact
That I have a much nicer place to live, I’m not doing all that much better than your children

God is good

Yesss

Things will be better

It is ok

I am sorry

😭😭😭😭😭

Ops

Yes I am sorry

Lord 🙌

Ohhh

I have no money at all

Ur little hit help can give them food

Think of ending my life all the time

Brother I really need ur support for children

Terrified of my life collapsing at times

Oh

I am about $3,500 behind on credit card payments and about $2,000 behind on student loans

I keep fighting

How are u doing ?

Yes that is good

I think I may know who it may have been

I am just glad that I have my account back thank God

Yeah I’m not much on forgetting

Let's forget

No no

Did some person you weren’t familiar with message you at some point?

But I am glad I have my fb back

No I dont

I dont know

Do you have any idea who is was?

Someone reported you for no good reason

Facebook has deleted my account

I want to choke them

Thank God I have this back

Who did that?

My fB account was blocked

Pissed off means made me angry

Yesss right

Someone reported you and I couldn’t talk to you

Means

That pissed me off so bad

Where have u been ?

Who was the rotten person that marked you as spam?

Hello my brother

How have you been?

CHRISTMAS THE SEASON OF LOVE AND CARE

Hello
Greetings in the name of our Savior Jesus Christ!
As you know Christmas Season has been set and cold season is everywhere in the world as well…

people are preparing their selves through different ways, new warm clothes, new dishes and food and much more.. we should never forget as well to those who are deprived in our society and around us..
So, This Christmas let us join in hands into hands and open our heart for those who don’t have anything in their lives and let us include to them in our joys and happiness and pleasures… especially on this Christmas.

you can donate my needy poor children so that we can make a small gift for these deprived children , we can give them gifts on Christmas and a gud healthy food through you .....
need your generous help…Hopefully, I will hear a gud news from you soon….

In Christ
Sapna Tariq

Ok now I see it

What u mean

It’s a blank picture

Hi

What’s going on down there

There is no god but thank you

God bless you

Hi

Compared to a perfect world I have very little, but here in the real world I am as lucky as one can get

But I do anyways

There is no sane reason for me to ever complain

But I have it good

But I trust God

Yes right

Mean it beats you up and then it beats you up even worse

Means

It kicks your ass then it kicks it some more

Yep

Yessss life is so hard

May not have money to eat soon. I will be hungry like your poor children

Kind of not good but it’s ok. Got good and bad going on.

How are u? ?

I am ok

Hey how you doing

Hi

Who doesn’t have food? You or your children

😢😢😢

There has to be a reason

Don't know

Why is that?

Yes it is getting worse worse 😢😢😢

You made it sound like things have gotten worse

But that’s always been the case hasn’t it

Lack of food 😢😢😢

What has happened?

I am very sorry to hear that!

Nothing getting gud for us 😢😢😢

Can't even explain how hard it is

I am very very very much sad

Nothing gud at all

How are things for you?

Yes its very sad

Property

It is ok. I will be fine. I feel terrible for the people who have lost lives and peppery

Thank you

Soo sorry

We have disasters like this in this country all the time. Not many have hit N.C. this hard

Yes it sucks but it happens

100s of thousands without electricity

Ohhh that's so sad 😢😢😢

But there has been billions in damage done in N.C.

My friends too

Me and my family are

Ohhh 😢😢😢

Ppl ate safe ???

Trees down, flooding, death count at 23 last I heard

Ohhh

Yeah the roads are closed down all over the place

Are u okay ?

Gud

Oh okay

Still with my mom while they repair my city. Staying with her until Thursday or Friday

I’m doing pretty good

Missed u

How are u?

Amen

Thank you

Blessings

Hi brother

My stuff is ok so far. This bin packing problem is killing me

Yeah

He wlll never let u down

He wll safe all his ppl

Brother God is our protector. ....

Nahum 1:3

The LORD is slow to anger and powerful, and he will never let the guilty go unpunished. The LORD's path is in the windstorm and hurricane; thunderclouds are dust beneath his feet.

Thank you 😊

Ohhh plzzz stay safe ....praying for u

There is possible catastrophic flooding in my city over the next few days, as a hurricane passes

😊😊😊

Hope u are doing very well

Blessings

You as well

Wow. Have a great night :)

Thank u for ur time

Have a blessed day

It's 3 am

Then the people who run the government handout programs have a motivation to keep them going and make them bigger and bigger, because those people are paid to run the programs

Ok brother i am going to sleep

Yes right

If they have no money the government will give
Them food, money, and sometimes even housing. But over time it has created many side problems in America. One is that when you take very poor people and give them stuff for free, they often cease ever trying to make money for themselves. Then they become dependent on the state

Even if they have no money

Yes right

So that people do not go hungry or without healthcare

A welfare state means that the country provides a safety net for people

Yes I am sure it is

Yes actually it's difficult me to understand it easily but I am trying

The government tends to be worthless in just about everything it does

And we still have a huge poverty problem. How does that work? How do you spend $12 trillion on a problem and not fix it

We have spend $12 trillion on the poverty problem since around 1960

It is a good and bad thing, but the people overseeing this and running it are just clearly incompetent

Yes

America has been an ever growing welfare state for a long time, and to me it is a scandal what it has done to the country

America has got a great economic system. There is a lot to be learned from it. Our current president is screwing it up
Though

Well I don't know

There is a move to make it a welfare state, which would help in the short term

This import tax you’ve got is a problem

But your country has some work
To do

It’s just a hobby for them. They can look up people on the internet who think the same, share books and theories, and none of it matters at all to them because they eat no matter what. It is pretty much impossible not to eat in America. But in the real world where it’s not such a sure thing, GMOs are a big step towards making things much better and much faster. And when 20,000 pounds of food is rejected in some place where 20 children die of hunger every minute of every day, that’s a pretty big price being paid for this hysteria created by these Americans

Ah okay

What I’m saying is these Americans have too much. They’re so drowning in food and healthcare and technology that they can do things that no sane person could ever do in other parts of the world, like go out into the street and march about what a bad thing FOOD is! Which is exactly what they’re doing with their GMO nonsense. Same with medicine

Oh

They’ve got the blood of African children on their hands as far as I’m concerned

Means ?

Put them on par with the people that need these things and let them reconsider

Hahha

When I see these Americans running they fat mouths with a bunch of nonsense about GMOs I truthfully want to take all their food away for a month

GMOs have been engineered
To do all sorts of things. Like they are more efficient at using the nutrients in the soil, or surviving floods, or growing under wide ranges of heat conditions

That's gud

There was a huge amount of food donated to Africa many years ago. They have it far worse than your county. It was in the thousands of tons of crates of food. The government seen the label “GMO” on it and refused it. That is the consequence of these scare campaigns that have no basis in reality. African children died as a consequence, there is no doubt. They live on the brink of starvation daily, so the number is likely very high how many starved to death.

Americans have so much progress that now we have the privilege of making little games about taking on GMOs or vaccines or scientific medicine. It’s a sign of being too rich and too privileged, and very destructive,’particularly to the rest of the world that needs these things

Oh okay

Stands for genetically modified organisms. It is scientifically altered food, livestock but mainly crops. It is the biggest hope we currently have for feeding the world, but we have people here in America who go on these campaigns to say how bad they are and how unsafe and all the diseases they cause, etc. etc. etc.

None of the claims these people make have a shred of truth. GMOs have been studied extensively and they are totally safe. It drives me insane to see all of these rich Americans who are spoiled with all the food they could ever want pick up a hobby of making up conspiracy theories about something the rest of the world needs so bad

What's that ?

No I don't

Have you heard of GMOs?

Yes right ...... but I am just trusting God

Life asks you questions for which there is no easy answer and in some cases no good answer at all

That’s the spot we are all in

I don't know what to do 😢

Yes

Yes they do.

And it is even worse in many places in the world

Children need food

Yes

It means so much to you and your children, but in the bigger picture I have not put a dent in the massive problem with hunger and poverty they have in your country

I have helped you, but your problems persist. It is amazing to me how much there is left to be done in the world

Yes right

The internet makes the world a small place

Amen

I love you to

We love u brother

Well for me u are so gud and amazing

My having any semblance of happiness for a moment depends on my circumstances. But in all my agony I do things for others. But they are petty and small and stand for nothing.

I never mean anyone any harm and go out of my way to help people, and I get nothing but bitterness and contempt out of so many of these people.

Yes right

I am no longer in a position where I can afford to be a bigger person to my enemies

Well I know that God has a plan for u

I want the people I care about who have not yet betrayed me to know how kind I am. The people who have betrayed me and caused me such pain, life cannot get bad enough for them. I wish harsh death, pain, grief, and hellfire on them

Why not

I do not want them to know

Someday they wll know that how kind u are

These people who have scorned me so much here would live in constant fear if they had any sanity

I consider myself kind too. I care so much about people. But they are rotten to me.

Without thanking me for it

They breathe air that I allow them to breathe

Yes

Hahaha

You are thousands of miles away from me. There is much less harm in you making me mad than the 10 million enemies I have here

Bcz u are so kind

😊😊I really wish to meet u in person

Thanks

You never have came close at all

I don't want to make u angry ever

But I always being soo concious that maybe if I make u angry

I look forward to my own death with such intensity

Yess me too

I never considered it arguing

Bcz we both have our own views

Yes let's don't argue hahaha

I believe in reality

I do not want to challenge you on your beliefs any more. I am glad you take such comfort in what you believe

What is it that you have done that is so bad that someone must die to make up for it

What sin did you do

Jesus died for us .... for our sins

You have many problems

We never forget that he gave his son for our sins ....

Brother u know we have problems but not more than us ..... here we are facing alot of problems .....but still we have our God.....we trust him so much. ....

I never can run from it permanently

But it’s always there.

My life is a constant battle to forget it

I live in such deep pain

I mean it

That makes me feel good.

Thanks 😊 u are kind

No you have never done anything to make me mad at you

U are so precious to me brother

I thought maybe u are

Oh okay

No not at all

Are u angry with me?

Bcx I trust God with all my heart and soul

Brother we wll changed the topic

I don’t want to dispossess you of what you believe, because it gives you comfort in life. But believe me when I say there is plenty of evidence to the contrary

Have you ever heard of the holocaust that was perpetrated against the Jews in world war 2?

What has he done for you that is so good

How is he

Brother God is so good

Women are oppressed and devalued all over the world

Are women considered less than men in Pakistan? I would imagine so

Comfort

There is comfort in thinking someone is watching over you, and I am glad you feel that comforts

I understand

People are horrifically abused, including women and children, and there is no divine intervention

But I wll be praying for you

I can't say anything....

If he does or does not exist is a question up for debate, whether he saves humanity from suffering on earth is not.

Someday u wll realize his love for u

Well its ur thinking brother

But he will not protect me

Maybe he does love me

And 10s of thousands get raped and tortured daily

He loves u

No brother plz dont be like this

He sits with folded arms and watches billions of people starve to death

Amen

Yes he will

He wll never u down

God is good

That’s a fine gesture. Everything will be fine no matter what. There is only so much suffering life can dish out before you die, and inbetween you get some good things. It will be over for me one day

I wll pray for u that everything wll be fine for u

That makes me feel better. It is a big risk to take but I would rather take it. Then it will be an absolute necessity for me to get more website clients

I was contemplating having to go back into the banking business because I am worried about running out of money. I ended up messaging a recruiter on a career site. She’s going to call me tomorrow to talk about an underwriting job. I was very sad because the thought of going back into that kills me. But I’ve decided to turn her down if she offers me the opportunity to move forward

What happen

Getting over it though

I am have been a little bummed out

No same

Anything new ?

I am ok

How are you

That's gud to hear

Amen thank u Lord

I’m doing pretty good. I’m really happy now because I just made big progress in programming the variant of the bin packing problem I’ve been working on for my website

How are u? ? ?

Amen

Amen

Blessings

Hi brother

A contact is waving at you!

That would hurt me and I couldn’t afford it really, but I was going to do it

I was going to give half if I could find a church here to give the other half, but had no luck

I do hope your church meeting goes well for you. One day I hope to have money to send you. Right now I am having to go into debt just to eat

Yes right

I too wish that everyone on earth had the best of the best healthcare. But we on earth have no rights. There is nothing we are entitled to. We cannot complain to the universe or god or whatever we see it as that we don’t have what we wish we did. That is embedded in nature. We are here to make the most of the least, not to do as we please with infinite resources

Healthcare is extremely expensive. Everything that goes into it has tremendous cost. To say that all of this should be a right is just pointless. You might as well say “BMW automobiles should be a right”.

These people have forgotten the fact that a good portion of the world doesn’t even have fresh water to drink. Trillions of dollars of healthcare technology and services is a bit much to demand when your starting point is people dying of thirst.

This is lunacy

There is this big thing in America now “healthcare should be a right”

The kids in America right now have no hope if things don’t change. They ask for far too much out of life and are disconnected from reality.

People who have grown up the way your children have will ask for none of the ridiculous things these kids think they are entitled to. They will own a huge part of the global economy

The direction the world is taking is for the world to become flatter and smaller. People can work from anywhere. Companies will be going all over the place looking for who will do the skilled work the cheapest. If the children in Pakistan right now start learning how to do jobs involving complex things with finance and computers, and other things, when the time comes they will be there to take those jobs. It will enrich them and your country.

Yes

Yes. It is poised to be wealthy one day in the near to middle term future. There are things it needs to change.

And the big thing your children need, besides the obvious food, is education and job skills

Oh ok

I am quite fascinated by your country

I commented on a post on Facebook before I closed my account. The post was complaining about how bad most Americans have it, relative to the wealthiest. I was making the point that we actually have it good. Someone commented “I’m so tired of people telling me how good this shit sandwich tastes”

There are billions of people that would take the life he has and the luxuries he takes for granted in a second. His life is a like a dream for them. But he doesn’t see it.

We have it so good and people have no clue

Yes right

Yeah America is something else compared to most places in the world

Oh ok

But I owe about $110,000 or so right now. If I declared bankruptcy, I would get to keep almost everything I own, and it is possible that I would end up owing none of that $110,000. That is a last resort. I want to pay my debts and get ahead.

It is a bad thing. It ruins your credit score and you can’t finance a house or anything like that for 7 years

Oh ok

It is something they have here in America. If you get so far in debt that you cannot pay it back, you have the option to declare bankruptcy. You end up owing nothing at the end

No I didnt

If it all falls apart I will come back up again. Have you ever heard of bankruptcy?

I am trying to hold on to the success and assets I have built up over my whole life, but I am capable of getting back up from anything

Yes gud

And do not ultimately fear anything

Yes. But I am fearless. I do not care to die.

😢😢😢😢😢 that's sad

Yeah. One of the guys that goes to this ministry cuts my hair. I asked him if his ministry could pay for half. He never got back. Then I asked if he could give me 2 free haircuts, which would make me able to send the whole thing. I didn’t get a response to that either. I am in very dire financial condition that keeps getting worse. I work all day everyday to try to get ahead. I remain convinced that my efforts will pay off, but for now things are very hard.

Thanks u so much

But I tried for you